It's official Pierce, you are now 7 years old. All those days of counting have now come and gone, and it's time to start another year with you. When I think about how quickly the first 7 have gone, I get really nervous. Will the next 7 years go as fast? Will I turn around and you are 14?

You see, I used to be a little girl, and growing up I always had one consistent dream. When asked what I wanted to be when I grew up, the answer was always the same. I wanted to be a mommy.

And my dream came true on October 22, 2004 at 5:10 a.m., I was officially a mommy.

Boy was I in for a shock when motherhood didn't turn out to be a
Folgers commercial.

In fact I was in for the shock of my life.

Becoming a mom, was the
HARDEST thing I had ever done. It was like a crash course in getting the selfishness kicked right out of me.

But I also wasn't prepared for just how in love I would fall.

All parents get the idea that they will love their child.

However the idea, and actually experiencing it first hand? Well, I can't really explain it. It's all kinds of emotions and feelings wrapped up in this little bundle of a person.

And Pierce, you had better praise that sweet baby Jesus for your daddy.

While I may have majored in mommy, I minored in neurotic.

And becoming a parent, does not help a neurotic soul.

So, if it wasn't for your daddy, I might have you living with me on an island, in a bubble. :)

While you look just like your daddy, you do have my sensitivity. You are also a fierce perfectionist, and a very hard worker.

I've watched you change so much the past year.

And I'm not gonna lie, it's been hard.

Your independence is very noticeable now, and I'm slowly having to let go.

God has great plans for you Pierce Matthew, and I am proud he chose me to be your momma. When you look back and read these words one day, I hope you hear my heart. I might fail you many times, but know my love for you is as deep as the ocean.
I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living my baby you'll be.